Back to anxious

14 years later, I am back to anxious.   And I can see how God has protected me through very anxious times, yet being anxious about nothing is not my norm.

My rearranged guts are giving me fits.  AFter 14 relatively happy years, they think rerouting through my girly parts is a good idea. 

So far I have had 2 scopes without anesthesia  - and adventure I do not recommend.  The last one was under anesthesia during which I received the most exotic body piercing ever.  To prepare to fix the hole, I have seton drain going through my vagina, through the hole, out my anus, and tied off.  Yes, I have a ring in my nether regions. 

PErhaps blogging again will be my outlet.